In addition to being very busy, lately I have found myself just not wanting to keep rehashing the same old same old.
Not that I don’t see red pill truisms occur every single day, the outcomes just as sadly predictable as always, or that I deny any of it.
I guess I just want to take the knowledge I have assimilated and now build in a positive direction for me and mine even if the rest carry on as usual.
Its just too depressing to do otherwise. And I can’t do much of anything about any of it except in my own world.
Yeah it’s all messed up and going to hell in a handbasket, but rather than focus on that I find myself wanting to do what I can to create a small little refuge from the storm and quietly appreciate how all I have learned now allows that.
It won’t stop the rest from happening or change the world but at least it can stop happening to me.
Maybe that’s all one can really hope for.
This doesn’t change the fact that I still feel for those who don’t know or don’t want to know, but I can’t do it for them just like nobody could do it for me except myself. I hope someday they too will know and I hope my quietly doing and being different will provide proof that there are other paths, a reassuring calm in the storm.
It’s not denial, it’s not defeat, it’s acceptance.
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